It's been a few days since Lee Rigby was murdered in Woolwich by two fanatics who thought they were doing something good in the name of their deity.
Because of where I live I am exposed to Muslim's and their way of life every day - not at all surprising when one lives in the Middle East.
As a result of living here I have gained a lot of Muslim friends, many of whom I interact with on my daily trawl through facebook. Also not a surprising thing - after 4.5 years of living here it would be a tad odd if I hadn't formed such relationships.
What IS surprising is the almost total silence on all of my social media feeds from those who have the most to lose because of the actions of a couple of extremists.
Not even the much used but largely impotent statement: "The actions of those men were not reflective of my religion, for Islam is a religion of peace" or it's various derivatives was uttered into the ever present data-ether.
Nothing.
Just silence.
But things are getting ugly. Really ugly.
My own response when I heard the news about Mr Rigby was something visceral.
A way of thinking flashed briefly into life that is far from how I usually view the world. A thought process that is the opposite of how I wish people would interact, so abhorrent that I am glad that I live in a country where my view, if published last week, would have had large and heavily armed men at my door with a request that I might want to spend time in an undisclosed location to think about things a little more.
While I am not one to hate things in other people, I am one to hate things within myself - and the murder of Lee Rigby awoke something so hideous and vile from the depths of my psyche that now, with the benefit of time and contemplation, I am glad I didn't post earlier. Not due to the potential ramifications of writing that wanted to be let loose, but because now that the white-hot light of anger has dulled, I am ashamed at how I reacted. Even if it was only for a moment, and in totally in private. To have that shame publicly dissected would have only compounded the guilt that I feel now.
What has this to do with Islam, and my silent friends?
Everything.
I am a despiser of war and of the thousands of deaths that it causes... but if I could for even a moment have such unreasonable and cruel thoughts last week, then I can guarantee that there are thousands of people that might also have had uncharitable moments as the news ticker fed them the latest information. Probably a number far greater than thousands - many of whom might not have the gift of introspection.
They have heard about Lee Rigby, and they are likely to mobilise in ways both subtle and demonstrative - not against the two men involved, but against the religion they said they were practicing.
Still more people who previously had no real opinion on what it is to be a Muslim made a decision a few days ago. They might not have spoken it aloud. They might not have even entered into some of the abhorrent anti-Muslim vitriol that filled the social media streams.
They just quietly made a judgement.
And something in them changed.
A seed was planted, and like a fungus it will grow unless the light of reasonable Muslims around the world is shined upon it.
It is time for peace-loving Muslims to stand up and demand that whatever dark and poorly interpreted hole Lee Rigby's murderers crawled out of be eradicated from their religion.
It is time that the believers of peace shake off the fear of reprisal from the darker parts of their religious community and spoke loudly of their desire to resume their peaceful practice and follow the tenets of their belief without saying to themselves "Please don't let the wacko be a Muslim" every time something awful happens.
If nothing is said or done about the actions of those that seek to further hatred and misunderstanding, then those who do evil will continue to have the loudest voice and boldest actions, and THEY will be the ones who will dictate how the rest of the world feels about Islam.
If ever there was a time for peaceful Muslims to stand up, now is that time.
Right now.
If not, there will be trouble ahead and it will be ugly and it will be destructive...
...but the tide can be turned - with the strength of peace, introspection, and a real and public admission that there it is a problem AND that work toward a resolution needs to be commenced.
It needs to be done now though.
The weeds continue to grow,
and silence only feeds them.
A.T.H. Webber is an Australian writer currently living in the Middle East. His first novel "Erasure" was released in June 2012 to great reviews and is fast growing a solid fan-base. Erasure is available in paperback or Kindle (or just about any other e-reader format) see side bar for further details or head over to amazon.com or amazon.co.uk to grab a copy.